♥ laft .. laft .. laft ..♥

Love.
sometimes seems real.
sometimes bring happiness.
sometimes unpredictable.
sometimes miserable.
sometimes out of control.
sometimes impossible.
sometimes easy.
sometimes hard to find.
sometimes rotten.
sometimes absurd.
sometimes untouchable.
sometimes genuine.
sometimes numb.
sometimes silly.
sometimes complicated.
sometimes blind.
sometimes retarded.


sometimes...
UNREQUITED.

and

most of times ...

hurts.

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fallin laft , Mr. A:)

love. is more complicated than trigonometry. more specific than desentralization. and more delicious than blueberry cheese cake.

yes i love you, douchebag!
such a damn girl to love you like this.
but everytime i try to forget you, i can't. i can't because i won't. haha

is there any words more than LOVE to describe this feel?

now i just want to say i love you. but i won't you to know i love you.
so complicated, eh?

ok.
i won't to say i love you. i just won't let you go.


I LOVE YOU, A.
nda



ps. A is the initial of his nickname! not his real name!

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happily ever after

If you see the magic in a fairy tale, you can face the future.

Danielle Steel



do you know

Cinderella
Snow White
Aurora
Ariel
Princess Jasmine

or

the newest Disney's Princess...

Tiana

I believe, you do know them.

Well, the fact is they filled our childhood, with those magic, handsome prince, dancing, palace, wizard, speaking animals, happily ever after....
well. that's them. that's our lovely fairytale.

i know, they all made up, a fairytale, they don't exist. but have you ever thought that "they have made us have a dream, full of love, they've made us believe that we are brave and we could find our 'true love's kiss', true love."
despite of all critics, stereotypes, and fantasy, for me, i will see it from a positive sight, a side of a girl. that DREAMS.. our dreams will do come true.

I'm writing this piece after i watched Enchanted (again), well i quote some of their lines:

"fairytale is a set up, but maybe, something wonderful will happen, because dreams do come true"

and i need you to feel these lyrics, ost from Enchanted

"Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it to

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart

Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever ever after"


well,
fairytale offer us "happy ending story"
but each happy ending is a brand new beginning!
let those magic, and dreams do come true fella.

let's dream.

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enough , iikkhhh ....

gag tao hrs seneng apa gag ..
Opic , Taufik Hidayat tmn SMP guw
org yg pernah dkt sm guw , bahkan klewat dkt .
dy muncul lg , dy coment'in status FB guw .
mao ngpn dy dtng lg ?! mao nyakitin guw lg ?!
mao nyoba" kiss guw lg?!
hal bodoh !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hal bodoh yg udaa guw lakuin dlm hdp yaitu dket n ktemu sm dy setelah 9thn gag kEtemu n jalan b2 sm dy .
dan hal bodoh itu terjd d'mobil dya yg penuh dngan kemesuman , gag tao guw cewek kbrp yg di ajak jln sm dy .
krna dy guw jd ati" milih cowok ,
guw gag mao muna c, jujur guw seneng bgd dcomenin sm dy , bwaanyy pen lngsng ngebls ajah .
tp untung msy bisa guw kontrol ...
hey boy ...
guw udaa gag bego lagii , guw bsa dptin org yg lebih baik dr lu
bahkan "lebiihh" smuanyy ..
bknyy smbng tp guw tao , org picik kya lu bakal jd benalu dlm hdp guw .
Tuhaann gag tdr , dy tao mna org" yg tertindas dan mn org" yg menindas .
klo dtnyy msy suka sm lu ??
itu GAG sm skalii , guw uda matii rasa sm lu sejak mlm itu dan guw gag akan bsa lupa mlm itu.
rasa suka guw udaa brubah jd APATIS n menjalar ke masa bodo .
tp tenang ... guw gag benci sm lu .
STOP MASUK K HDP GUW LG,
DISINI GUW BKN CRI COW YG HDP CM NGANDELIN UANG ORTUNYY
TP COW YG BSA HDP TNPA UANG ORTUNYY !!

baru bangun jam segini, jam 7 ( dmn org" yg lg fallin laft pd jln ) tp guw mlh baru bngun sebnrnyy c guw drtd tdr kga enk bgd (ada bbrp sms yg semua itu dr tmn kmps guw n itu smua ttg TUGAS)
guw uda bnr" mao gila sm tgs ,.
dtmbh ada 1 lg jerawat dbawah mulut ,aslii sakit bgd ..

td pagii pas kull jam 7 kel guw dpt giliran maju 2mggu lg , n mpe skg guw bingung nyarii dananyy drmn eehhmmm... jd kita buat konferensi pers gtu , guw rcrncanyy pen launching band gtu tp ank" yg laen maonyy film .
film tuh budgetnyy gede , mao pkee apah ..udaa proposal yg pertma dtolak
rrrgghhh....
blm lg guw mkrn tgs yg laen ....

taarraaaaa , td guw beli baju dun (dibeliin c tepatnyy)
kmja gtu c , tp kmjanyy gag resmi ,
aduh gmn yah jlsinyy .
pkknyy bsa dpake brng sm hotspant jg deh .
tp adaaa lg betenyy
shariian bdg d guyur ujaan mlu , n skg c untungnyy uda berenti .
skg bdg udaa mulai dingin lg , kan klo kmrn" mandii jam 7 gag bgitu dingin n gag seger .
skg dingin bgd blik k semula , tdr jg uda mulai pke slimut lg guw ..

guw pengen ngerjain tgs lg ,
tp guw pengen prg dlu keluar sbntr , pen nyarii mkn trs pling ngobrol" bntr .
blm mandii c bru bngun bgd , tp mls mandii (dingin)
tinggal gnti baju ajah .
ngmng" mpe skg c epi blm plng kmn tuh anak ya ...

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Stop rumpiin guw trs !!!

hey what u up to fellas? i'm doing fine but just lil' bit tired! and OH! mau cerita nih nih nih.. hahaha ada yg yang pernah ngerasa pengen tidur ditemenin seseorang? pengen ada yg di peluk-peluk kalo tidur? agak tolol sih , tapi saya ngerasain itu loh belakangan ini.. BHAHAHAHA! mendadak juga punya pikran nikah muda, enak kali ya? (mungkin juga gak) tapi ya saya mau nikah muda, namun sayangnya pacar aja ga punya, jadi siapa gitu yg mau di ajak nikah? ngahahaha bodoh!

Tapi semalam saya berdoa pada Tuhan, saya mendapatkan teman saat tidur malam ini dan Tuhan pun mengabulkan doa saya, sahabat saya yg kecil mungin menggemaskan ini dikirim Tuhan untuk menemani saya tidur, Makasih ya Allah! (padahal emang karna besok mesti berangkat pagi aja) hahahahhahaa :P:P:P

bingung ya saya nulis apaan?
iya sama, saya juga bingung
org cuma iseng ko ngetik ngetik hahahahah

okaii kita langsung ajah k bagian crht guw yg lebih penting .

okay, hmm. ini pertama kali saya bawa" anda ke dalam tulisan saya lagi, karena ada beberapa oknum yang mengadu kepada saya ! langsung aja..

kenapa masih bawa-bawa gue? setelah semua berakhir APA PERNAH GUE GANGGU LO? GANGGU PEREMPUAN LO LAGI ? ENGGAK ! terus skrg apa urusan lo masih SOK-SOK tulis-tulis tentang gue lagi? mau bikin asumsi lagi ke semua org bahwa gue gak sebaik dia? terseraaaaaaaaaah.. I DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE ! so PLEASE, i'm begging you, STOP TALKING ABOUT ME, with whoever, whenever ! karena sumpah demi apapun, demi Tuhan yang mana pun, gue gak pernah lagi ngurusin urusan kalian.. it means you both better stay away from me !

kenapa sih masih aja usil? banyak yang nanya saya, bahwa apa iya saya yang ngusilin ngata"in kalian ? OH PLEASE, banyak hal yg lebih berguna buat gue ketimbang ngurusin urusan kalian yang ga penting buat saya ! trus, apa juga maksudnya nulis-nulis yg amat sangat menuduh saya ? nyadar ga itu kampungan? yes KAMPUNGAN ! mungkin bisa aja kalian mengelak bahwa itu bukan buat saya, tapi setiap yg baca ngira itu semua buat saya, jadi jangan tulis sesuatu yg bikin orang berasumsi bahwa itu buat gue ! (lo sendiri kan yg bilang begini, SO PROVE IT!)

last but not least, ngapus nama gue dari blog lo? HAHA NGERASA HEBAT YA SEKARANG? HAH? emang dasar ga ada yg bisa ngargain orang lo ! and you're now has been removed on my blog, are you happy now huh?

p.s :
gue tau lo masih suka buka blog gue
ketauan ko kalian masih suka intip-intip
jadi, semoga kalian baca postingan ini
and one last thing, GO AWAY ! EUW


udaa akh .. mndng guw siap" n dpt tket ironman2 ,
pke hotpant n kaos + flatshoes dag ...

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ZARA on MAY

barusan liat" situs ZARA bulan ini bgs" bajunyy ,
simple n tetep ZARA mah elegan kesannyy .
jd pengen , tp setao guw d'bandung gag ada ZARA
jadii mao gag mao hrs balik dlu k'rmh trs mampir k' MKG 3 .
tp lg sekarattt uang :((

ngincer rok panjang coklatnyy,
sm celana abu" yg berkerut gtu tp msy bingung itu rok apa clana,
tp kyanyy c celana ...

pengeennn
peenggeeeeennn
ppeennggeeeennnn
peeennggeeeennn puunyyaaa ..... :((

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seharian diawali n ditutup dng tgs !!

blh kan guw break tgs sbntr ??


sumpah , udaa mao gila guw ngerjaiin tgs" itu .
sampe" IRONMAN2 blm guw tonton, ngmng"in nii tmn fb guw c alan (alumni kmps guw dy yahh senior guw lakh) diaa uda ngajak nntn , tp guw blm jwb" nii mpe skg soo jual mhl dlu akh ,
hhhhaaaaaa :))
lgan gag lucukan klo dy ntr suka sm guw :))
gag tao deh mao nntn sm syapa, klo epi c udaa nntn sm igor .
gra" tgs akhr" ini guw lbh bnyk dkostan , gag ada wktu buat maen (gaya)
tp emang bnr c , jngankan wktu buat maen ,buat beli buku MPK ajah mpe gag sempet n ujung"nyy guw nitip sm temen .
oiaa ngmng" soal les, kmrn guw gag les lg (uda 4x gag msk)
hadduuhh sifat mls guw kambuh lg ,
skg nii
skg bgd ,pass guw nulis note ini guw tuh ngantuk bgd tp tgs guw blm pd kelar ..
guw butuh org yg bsa ngerjain tgs guw , tp syapa ??
huuhuhuuhu :((

smlm tumben bgd jam 11 guw uda tdr , sms dr ferry n viona mpe gag sempet guw blz .
nykpz jga tl kira" jam 1an sempet guw angkat kug tp kita ngbrol cm bntr intinyy mah dsuruh bljr nyetir ktanyy klo bkpz guw lg gag pake jd bs guw n nykpz bwa .
nyimpang sdkit, mpe skg bkpz guw blm bsa nyetir sndri gra" kclakaan thn lalu n jd kmn" sm sodra guw yg jd supir bkpz sementra, kbr gembiranyy bkpz udaa gag hrs s'operasi lg kakiny kmrn tuh operasii trakhr seneng bgd ngedengrnyy ...
kmrn guw ngantuk bgd mknyy jam 11 uda tdr scra biasanyy jam 5 subuh bru bsa tdr .
td hari pertma presentasi etika kehumasan , atiz yg pertma maju (presntasi dy keren bgd)
guw takut ntr gag bsa maksimal ( comeon nda !! lu hrs lbh bgs dr dya )


tdk mao munafik , hri ini d'otak guw msy ada dya .
dan guw shrnyy stop thinking of him ..
guw slalu maksa buat ngelupain , tp mlh ssh .
mndng dbwa nyantai ajah , n guw jga hrs yakin guw bsa lupa sm dya n kejadian" itu !!
mungkin gag skg ,
tp pastii bakalan terjadii :)

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