hates last night !!

Why do I get more upset in each day? Yes I still can’t forgive. Maybe it’s the reason why I can’t forget.

Simple! I loved him once, but the love I had for him has taught me how to hate as well. Yes, it wasn’t meant to be. Thanks to him for breaking up with me because that brought me someone better and made me believe that things really happened for a reason.
Confession: He’s the only person that I FUCKING REGRET to meet… He’s the biggest mistake that ever happened in my life… ever ever and ever…

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why should neighbors ???

blm telaat bgd kan ngebhs my bday 21th ??
bru tgl 19 jg ... cma bru lwt 1hri :)
bday kmrn guw ngerayain djkt, pdhl dr 3 thn kmrn guw sllu bday d bdg ,,, jd suasana sdkit berbda jls.
tp gag tw knp bday skg feelnyy gag sekuat thn" kmrn, tp bkn brarti bday thn ini buruk c ..
y pkknyy guw ckp seneng buat 5hri kmrn ..
knp ?
soalnyy guw dpt kado yang puuaaliiing buat guw happy..
"guw dpt no hp tetangga guw yg uda guw incer dr thn 2006"


hhaaaa..... i think im so stupid or almost crazy ,(bodo akh yg pntng dpt no dy)
sdkit ngebhs, jd tuh dr pas guw kls 2 SMA guw suka gtu sm tetangga guw and jg tmnnyy kk guw, guw c manggil dy aris" ajah , tao deh aris apan nmanyy ..
Haris Trihatmojo kyanyy, biar dkira msy 1darah sm Bambang Try .
awalnyy c guw kira cm siuka" ank SMA gmn c, yg cm bntr bsa lupa lg.
Tp ternyata mpe skg pun guw msy ada rasa gtu, its sooooo awesome !!
Ssh mau mulai drmn, intinyy kita lmyn deket skg n itu berawal dr yg nmanyy Facebook (thx FB ) klo bkn krna FB guw mpe skg gag akan mngkn bsa ngobrol sm dy, tlp dy, sms dy, apapun lah ttg dy.
Cma 1 ajh yg gag ngenkin, he is my neighbor cba klo bkn ttgga , mantep tuh .
kyanyy guw kmkn omngan gra" suka ngecengin ttngga guw yg pcrn sm ttgga lg ...
huhuhuhu

astaggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ...
why im should like my neighbor ??and
why im very like aris ?
why he is becoming my friend's brother ?

its all made me sooooooooooooooo mad :((
kadang uda d niatin gag mao sms or tlp,
tp ttp ajah guw hub dy ..
ikh tolol bgd c guw ..
knp hrs ttngga ,,,??? guw gag mao pcrn d tianglistrik or prapatan jalan .. :((

Semakin jauh saya berlari, semakin sulit untuk kembali. Karena mungkin saya sudah terlalu lelah dan lupa jalan untuk kembali.
Tuhan, boleh saya minta orang untuk menjemput saya dan mengantarkan saya kembali ke tempat dimana saya masih bisa bernafas lega dan tidak hilang arah?
Daripada disini dengan nafas terengah-engah dan tidak tahu jalan pulang.

Tapi.. Apalagi yang bisa saya lakukan jika cinta sudah memilih kamu untuk menemani saya disini?


nda ..♥



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Girl: will love you until the end world.
Boys: will love you until his find another girl.

—nda ..


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WEBCAM IS DOWN!! yay hope it’s for forever :)

Dear Boy,

You know it very well that I’m so into you. I’m so upset because I like you a lot. Each time I see you, I like you even more. I did not mean to like so much. It just happened and I could not stop it. At the same time, I do not want to be the only person who falls in love. There is something about you that makes me want to go for it, something that I cannot resist, something about you that I cannot explain or put it into words. But.. Really? I do not want to always chase you.

I want you. I put up all those qualifications for others but you are my only exception. You are far from what I expected. You are more than that and what is inside you makes me want you even more. I was surprised when I realized that I already fell for you on the third night we were together by webcam. I saw you smile at me, the smile that melted down my guards. Your eyes were not just looking at mine, but also looking through my heart just like an open door.

But right now, I’m so upset and disappointed by you. You know I’m always waiting for you and always be here, but I want you to know your limit and my limit. It was my fault for letting you come and go just like that at the first place, because right now you’re just doing it like it will not hurt me…

I’m not mad. I’m just sad. I wish you would come around one day and tell me that you’re really sorry. You asked me for a second chance, remember? And I did give you… And now here you are again, disappearing on me with no trace. You made me wait in the middle of nowhere. I never waited for someone before but this time I waited for you when you say you’d come and you never did. With you, I’m very patient and I do not know why… And yes I’d still want to take you back! -.-

I just see something in you. I am very curious about it. I just want to know how it feels like to be loved by you. I just want to be with you and your embrace. See your smile everyday and just be in your arms at night.

Am I asking for too much? Am I squeezing you too tight?
I just want a relationship!

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