WEBCAM IS DOWN!! yay hope it’s for forever :)

Dear Boy,

You know it very well that I’m so into you. I’m so upset because I like you a lot. Each time I see you, I like you even more. I did not mean to like so much. It just happened and I could not stop it. At the same time, I do not want to be the only person who falls in love. There is something about you that makes me want to go for it, something that I cannot resist, something about you that I cannot explain or put it into words. But.. Really? I do not want to always chase you.

I want you. I put up all those qualifications for others but you are my only exception. You are far from what I expected. You are more than that and what is inside you makes me want you even more. I was surprised when I realized that I already fell for you on the third night we were together by webcam. I saw you smile at me, the smile that melted down my guards. Your eyes were not just looking at mine, but also looking through my heart just like an open door.

But right now, I’m so upset and disappointed by you. You know I’m always waiting for you and always be here, but I want you to know your limit and my limit. It was my fault for letting you come and go just like that at the first place, because right now you’re just doing it like it will not hurt me…

I’m not mad. I’m just sad. I wish you would come around one day and tell me that you’re really sorry. You asked me for a second chance, remember? And I did give you… And now here you are again, disappearing on me with no trace. You made me wait in the middle of nowhere. I never waited for someone before but this time I waited for you when you say you’d come and you never did. With you, I’m very patient and I do not know why… And yes I’d still want to take you back! -.-

I just see something in you. I am very curious about it. I just want to know how it feels like to be loved by you. I just want to be with you and your embrace. See your smile everyday and just be in your arms at night.

Am I asking for too much? Am I squeezing you too tight?
I just want a relationship!

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